My own Poem - My own Love Stories.. #throwback2007

=========I'm in love=========
=========English Version=========

I have no idea what's happening..
Suddenly you here, showed up in my life..
and turn my life upside down..

You showed up and say, "I love you.."

With love..
You torture me..
With sweet words and present..
You made me feel miserable..

But,
Slowly my heart can get it..
Slowly my heart feels something new..

Finally I realize..
This feeling is so beautiful.. I feel like flying..
And I can accept your presence..
And I can say "I love you too"..

=========Indonesia Version=========

Aku tidak tau apa yang terjadi..
Tiba – tiba saja kau muncul dalam hidupku,
Dan memporak – porandakannya..

Kau muncul dan berkata,”aku mencintaimu”..

Dengan berkedokkan kata – kata cinta,
Kau menyiksa aku..
Dengan berkedok kata – kata manis,
Kau menyengsarakanku..

Tapi ,
Perlahan – lahan hati ini mulai mau mengerti..
Perlahan – lahan di hati ini kurasakan hal yang baru..

Akhirnya aku menyadari bahwa
Rasa ini sangatlah indah, rasanya melayang..
Dan aku pun bisa menerima kehadiranmu..
Dan aku pun bisa berkata,”aku mencintaimu”..

=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========You to Me=========
=========English Version=========

Difficulty in this life,
is nothing when you are by my side..

Anxiety in this heart,
will fade away when I look at you..

Tightness in my chest,
shall perish when I see nothing but your smile..

And ..
When I know, you'll never gonna be here for me.. again..
I feel like my heart is dying..
Because I know, at that moment,

You left and never gonna come back..

=========Indonesia Version=========


Kesulitan dalam hidup ini

Akan sirna saat kau disisiku..

Kegalauan dalam hati ini
Akan pudar saat aku memandangmu..

Sesak dalam dada ini
 Akan hilang saat senyum itu merekah..

Dan ..
Saat ku tau, kau takkan lagi ada untukku,
Aku merasa hatiku mati..
Karna saat itupun kutau,

Kau pergi dan takkan kembali lagi..

=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========Me to You=========
=========English Version=========

One day, you will know,
How meaningful you are to me..

One day, you will know,
How lonely I am without you..

One day you will know,
How much I love you..

But.. When you realize it all..
I have gone a long way..
And never come back to you again..
Even though my heart is rebelled against me and my soul is tormented..

=========Indonesia Version=========

Suatu hari nanti kau akan tau,
Betapa berartinya dirimu bagiku..

Suatu hari nanti kau akan tau,
Betapa sepinya diriku tanpamu..

Suatu hari nanti kau akan tau,
Betapa aku sangat mencintaimu..

Tapi saat semua itu kau sadari,
Aku telah pergi jauh..
Dan takkan kembali padamu lagi,
Meskipun hati ini memberontak dan jiwa ini tersiksa..

=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========My Heart=========
=========English Version=========

Sometimes it's hurt,
If I remember, you're not longer here with me..
Sometimes it's hard,
If I remember, you're not longer here with me..

But,  it's hurt the most,
You will never be here again..
You will never be with me again..
In my long and lonely day..

No one will ever listen to my problem..
No one will hug my tight when I'm crying..
No one for me to lean on..

Everything is in my memory..
Carried over into my dreams..
And buried by time..


=========Indonesia Version=========

Kadang hati ini terasa sakit
Bila aku ingat, kau tidak ada lagi disisiku..
Kadang hari ku terasa berat
Karna ku tau, kau tidak ada lagi disampingku..

Tapi yang membuatku lebih sakit lagi,
Kau tidak akan pernah ada disisiku lagi..
Kau tidak akan pernah mendampingiku lagi,
Di hari – hariku yang penuh dengan kesunyian..

Tidak akan ada lagi yang mendengar setiap keluh kesahku..
Tidak akan ada lagi yang memelukku saat kumenangis,
Tidak akan ada lagi tempat kubersandar..

Semuanya hanya ada dalam anganku..
Terbawa kedalam mimpiku..
Dan terkubur oleh waktu..

=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========Me without You=========
=========English Version=========

I can't imagine it..
We.. Separate.. From each other..

That one day..
I can't hear your voice again..
That one day..
I cant never see you again..

But, that one day is here..

Separate you from me..
Take you from me..
Snatch you away from me..

and I know..

That day will come..
When I can feel you hug again..
And you will never leave me again..



=========Indonesia Version=========

Aku tidak bisa membayangkan..
Kita akan berpisah..

Bahwa suatu hari nanti,
Aku tidak bisa mendengar suaramu lagi..
Bahwa suatu hari nanti,
Aku tidak dapat melihatmu lagi..

Tapi, hari itu datang

Memisahkanmu dariku,
Merebutmu dariku,
Menarikmu dariku..

Dan aku tau

Hari itu akan datang,
Dimana kau kembali ke pelukanku..

Takkan pernah tinggalkanku lagi..

=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========Me without You Again=========
=========English Version=========

That one day is coming..

I couldn't sleep..
I couldn't eat..
I can do nothing..

The moment I wait the most..

You here..
You're in front of me..
You're voice feel my ears..
You're arms hug me tight..

It's a beautiful day..

When you're by my side..
And promise me, to never leave me again..

But, they took you away from me.. again.. for the second time..
And this time they won't return you back to me..
Because now, you will always be in my memory..
Never gone.. forever..

=========Indonesia Version=========

Hari itu datang,

Membuatku tidak bisa tidur,
Membuatku tidak bisa makan,
Membuatku tidak bisa melakukan segala hal..

Disaat yang kunantikan,

Kau muncul dihadapanku,
Kau memberikanku sapaanmu yang dulu,
Kau memberikanku sebuah pelukan hangat..

Tiada hari seindah hari ini,

Saat kau kembali kesisiku
Dan berjanji takkan pernah tinggalkanku lagi..

Tapi, mereka mengambilmu dariku untuk yang kedua kalinya,
Dan kali mereka tidak akan mengembalikanmu padaku,
Karna kau sekarang hanya ada dalam ingatanku..

Takkan pernah hilang.. untuk selamanya..



=========August 31st, 2007=========

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=========Me now=========
=========English Version=========

Like a stars up there,
You always lighten up my heart..

Like a stars that is like jewel,
You are everything to me..

Like a stars far away,
I can't never reach your love..


=========Indonesia Version=========

Bagai bintang yang bersinar dilangit luas,
Kau selalu menerangi hatiku dengan cahayamu..

Bagai bintang kecil yang seperti permata,
Kaulah segalanya dalam hidupku..

Bagai bintang nun jauh disana,
Ku takkan pernah menggapai cintamu..

=========August 31st, 2007=========


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Dear readers,

thanks a lot to read all my stories..

many people ask, where did you get all this inspiration??
I have to thanks all my friends for most of them,
because they always tell me, everytime they have trouble..

But most of all, I have to thanks all my ex-lovers..
they come and go, left me with scars as big as this planet,
but thanks God, I can turn that scar unto a story..

I know I'm not online and give you new story much.. 
I'm really sorry..

I'll try harder in the future..

Thanks a lot people..
I love you all..
God bless all of us..