DO YOU?! DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY FEELING?! [HAESICA FF]

Author : ELF_911Part of The 3's The Series
Before : I'm Right Here
After : Fiance
Genre : Sad Romance
Main Cast : Donghae SJ and Jessica SNSD
Other Cast : Kibum SJ, Yoona SNSD and Yuri SNSD
Disclaimer : please, jangan copy tanpa full credit.. thanks 
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~Jessica POV~

"Yaaaaaa.. Lee Donghae ahjussi.. where the hell are you?! I though you said you are 10 minutes away, but I've been waiting for half an hour.. do odiya?!", I literally yelled to my phone.. Donghae should pick me up, we both going to Yoona's birthday party, Kibum's yeojachingu.. but.. the fish.. is.. so.. late.. all the time..

"YA AGASSI.. I'm in front of your house in a long time ago.. don't you hear me try to kill my klaxon?!", Donghae yelled back at me, even louder than mine..

I went straight to the window.. "liar.. your motorcycle is not outside..", I replied..

"ya pabo.. you woulnd't ride my motorcycle with dress, right?! I borrow Eunhyuk hyung's especially for you.. hurry up.. we'll be late..", he sounds upset when he turn off the connection..

Suddenly my eyes caught this car, park nicely across my house, Eunhyuk oppa's car.. "what did he just said?! especially for me?! heheehehehehehehe.. why I am so pleased?!", I'm confused, honestly.. my I couldnt think for so long, the sound from across the street wakes me up from "almost" fall in love with him..

It only takes 15 minutes to arrives at the party.. this place, cafe, where Yoona held her birthday party is pack with people.. even Goo Hara is here.. hold on a second..

"What is that parrots doing here?!", I asked Yoona after I congratulate her..

"parrots?! who are you talking about onnie?!", Yoona put her confused face, so I just shake my head, "anniya.. Saengil chuka hamnida Yoona-ya.. God bless you abudantly..", and replied her fast..

after accompany the birthday girl for a while, finally I can escape and look for Donghae.. and he is there, with that parrot, have a conversitian with some of Yoona's friends with the parrot too..

setelah mengobrol sebentar dengan Yoona, akhirnya aku pergi mencari Donghae.. dan ternyata

"oh.. Donghae-ah.. come with me for a while..", I literaly drag him out of the cafe..

"what the hell is wrong with you?! you look like you just saw an angel.. it just that parrot..", I hissed at his face, when Donghae still try to look at Hara..

"why should I look at Hara?! she's consider as my little sister now.. it's been a year Sica, you need to let her go.. hmm.. Sica-ya.. do you know, who is that yeoja?! the one beside Sooyoungie.. who is she?!", he points at someone in white dress.. 

"oh.. keogo.. she's Kwon Yuri.. she just move here, a month ago.. she's a year behind..", after I answer him, Donghae still look at her a curious face..

"why do you ask?!", I take another food to my plate when Donghae said, " hmmm Sica.. wait for me here okay.. I'll be back..", without even look at me, his is nailed to the girl beside Sooyoung.. Donghae walk straight to Yuri.. three of them, Donghae, Yuri and Sooyoung engage in conversation, but after 5 minutes I lost them all..

I'm going around try to find Donghae, but he's dissapear, along with Yuri.. finally, after a ling search, I come to find Kibum..

"Yoona-ya.. may I borrow your boyfriend for a while?!", Yoona just nod when I put my puppy eyes and smile.. 

I take Kibum to parking lot, " take me home.. please..", I beg him when we arrived beside his motorcycle..

"but..", Kibum about to defy, but I cut him first.. "just a quick ride to my house and you can go back to the party.. please Bummie-ah..", I plead him with another puppy eyes of mine..

"then, how about Hae?! he borrow Hyukjae hyung's car, especially for you.. because you're going to wear this dress, and then you'll leave him behind?!", Bummie finally turn on his engine after a long talk..

"he is try to approch the new girl from Japanese literature.. Kwon Yuri.. I don't want to botter them..", I answer him fast and Bummie just not his head.. "how is she?! is she pretty?!", Kibum ask another question that bother me..

"well she is pretty..", I answer him again, but Kibum know me as well as Donghae.. he seemed to realize something..

"Are you sure you okay?!", Kibum ask me again, this time about me.."you sounds.. I dont know, jealous?!", his words make me blushed..

"you are so funny Bummie.. you two are my best friends.. long time ago, now and forever.. dont even think about something stupid..", I snapped involuntarily..

"you don't have to get angry, okay.. and how long you want to sit on my motorcycle?! do you want to go back to the party?!", I looked at the back of his head for a while, try to understand his last sentence, and then look around, finally I go down with blush on cheek.. I'm home, already..

"gomawo Bummie..", I'm waiting until Kibum's out of my sight, and then I walk slowly into the house..

what is wrong with me?! Kibum's word punched me in the face, "you sounds.. I dont know, jealous?!", really?! after so many relationship I had in the past, the one I'm looking for is my best friend?! really?! I think for a long time, and I have no idea that there is 2 people slink behind me..

"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", Kibum and Donghae surprised me and made me almost got a heart attack..

"YAAAAAAA.. BOTH OF YOU.. DO YOU WANT TO DIE?! WHAT IF I GOT A HEART ATTACK, RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW!!", I yelled so loud until my troat hurt..

both of them look at me from head to toe.. "Ya, Jung aggasi.. after I take you home, do you went somewhere else?!", Kibum ask me with another curious face of his..

"aniyo.. wae?!", I asked him back, since I'm confused with his question..

"you dont even takes off you shoes, I drop you off 4 hours ago..", Kibum point at my shoes, and I realize I think about Hae for 4 hours.. without answering Kibum's question, I look at Donghae for so long..

"hei.. what's wrong with you?! you left me earlier.. now you see me like I'm some kind of ghost.. what is my mistake this time?!", Donghae finally ask me the question for another 5 minutes I took just to look at him..

"aniyo.. I'm just curious.. how's your date?!", I need to ask something else, before I crack..

"oh.. Yuri.. don't you remember her?! she's here before, in this town, play with us for a couple of months.. and then she moved to Taiwan.. the chubby one..", he explained again and again..

I try hard, but I couldn't remember.. Donghae and Kibum looks at me, while I'm thinking.. "do you remember?!", I ask Kibum..

"ne.. when we were little, I said that she'll be my bride.. don't you remember?!", I just shake my head on his answer.. "don't let Yoona hear your words just 5 minutes ago.. she'll be furious..", I take off my shoes, finally..

"she knows.. we were left behind at the party.. both of us, Yuri and Yoona.. both of laugh about his.. besides I have Yoona now, and Yuri have Donghae..", Donghae and Kibum hive-five each other.. Donghae couldn't stop to put his happy face..

Suddenly, I feels like lighting hit my head.. what?! Yuri have Donghae?! when?! since when?! "MWO?! Yuri have Donghae?! since when?!", I speak up my shock after a long time silent..

"2 hours ago.. right at 00.30.. a day after Yoona's birthday..", Donghae answer me proudly..

I have to smile.. I shouldn't put a sad face.. your best friend is happy, why I, among the other, have to be sad.. So I put up a smile and congratulate him.. "wah fishy, chukae.. after a year of being single, finally you found someone.. we have to celebrate.. where are we going?!", I yelled inside..

"ya.. we all going out to celebrate this, but after you change your outfit.. look at us, we already replaced our formal attire with t-shirt, jeans and converse shoes.. and you are still in a full formal attire.. aish.. change fast.. we'll be waiting for you outside.. don't make us wait for a long long time again..", Donghae finish his sentence and walk out along with Kibum..

~Kibum POV~

"ya.. do gwenchana?!", Donghae ask me..

"ne.. Why do you ask?!", I ask him back..

"You're thinking, in the middle of the night, and did somehitng bothered you?!", Donghae ask me again..

" I think its too fast between you and Yuri..", actually I hesitate to start this conversation but, "I know, we all know Yuri for a very long time, since we all a kids.. But she moved a long time ago too.. And Sica, she's miraculously single for a month.. You both always, yah, together.. And then your feeling for Sica.. Are you over her already?!", I say it, I finally say the things that bothers me since Donghae and Yuri come to me and Yoona at the end of the party and announce their new relationship.. But there is one thing I kept for myself.. Sica's jealous voice.. I'm confused wether I have to say it or not..

"about Sica, Yuri knows.. I am used to be honest about Sica to any woman I date.. So they wouldn't say a word when I prioritize Sica over them.. If its about to fast, I hope its not a problem.. Its hard being single for more than a year.. And when Sica found his new soulmate, I'll be on my own.. Again..", he doesn't looks convinced with his own answer..

"Well.. Whatever.. I just wanna make sure..", finally both of us just talk about triple date, things we used to do, if Sica has a new boyfriend.. I'm sure soon..

~Jessica POV~

It's been 5 minutes since they're out and waiting for me out there.. But I just lock myself inside my room, take off my dress, and walk around my room.. I'm confuse with my own feelings..

20 minutes is gone, but I have no courages to walk out that door..

Finally after I hear a noise outside, I walk out.. From my windows I saw Kibum and Donghae having fun.. "I don't want to change anything.. Best friend now and forever.. Jessica, you can do it.. Hwaiting.. He's your best friend.. Remember that!!", I cheer myself..

Before I walk out, " hmmm.. Appa.. About.. ", I call my Appa, only when I need help..

They both laugh so hard but when I came out, they pretend to be angry..

"Sica.. You can't be serious?! We both wait for half an hour and you came out like this?! Only with t-shirt, old jeans and old snickers.. Even without make up.. You are the icon of The 3's.. How come you came out like this?!", Donghae end his protest and point me from head to toe and Kibum only noded his head, agree with Donghae..

" whatever.. So where are we going?!", I ask them after I hit their head.. 

Finally three of us going around Seoul, have a drink or two at night club and headed to my house with more bir.. We all drink until we all sleep in the living room..
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"Who is that?! Why they are so noisy in the morning?!", I get angry more to hear someone knock on my door after the horn outside..

"ne.. chamkaman..", I finally able to wake myself up, get up and open that door.. And I found Mr. Park, my father's right hand..

"oh.. Park Ahjussi.. annyeonghaseyo.. May I help you?!", I am confused honestly, maybe because of all the alcohol from last night..

"I come to bring your father's gift.. You have to sign here, here, here, here and here..", is all he's answer and give me all the paper that I have to sign, turn the paper page by page and hand me pen.. I don't even read it. I just sign it.. " and here's your key.. You manual book and usefull namecard is on dashboard.. My team will pick up your car once every 3 months for tune-up.. If there is any trouble, please call me immediately.. Okay Agassi, I have to go.. Mr Park hand me my car key, bow to me and going back with his own car..

I'm frozen on the time I look that mazda in front of my house.. And when I look at Hae, I'm sure, me and him are best friend forever..